There was a time I doubted I would ever become a mother. When you pray month after month for both lines to turn blue and they don't you begin to doubt EVERYTHING about life.
But one day the test was different. We had SB.
And then 2 years later the phone call - we had Mac.
Of course, our two losses are still with me. I miss the children who wait for me in heaven. But I know they are safe without me.
And I know that God has blessed me with the two children I can hold in my arms. And I praise Him for that!